Saturday, 19 May 2012

You will never understand this.

我想要的爱 很简单
不需要钻石戒指 名牌包包
只想两个人一起手牵着手 过每一天

想要你陪伴在左右
想要得到你的关心
想要你在乎我
想要你担心我
想要你叫我的昵称
想要和你分享
想要和你做很多浪漫的事
想要我们一直在一起
想要和你一起倒数
想要和你散散步
想要和你一起庆祝
想要和你看烟花
想要听你的甜言蜜语
想要开心

我想要从你那得到很多很多东西
可是只要你拿出你的真心就够了
不敢奢求什么 只希望你爱我
很天真的女孩 不管别人说什么 我都会被影响
只希望你对我坦诚 只要你说的 我都会相信
可是 真心一旦被摧毁 就很难再去信任
请珍惜
一個人不懂 什麼是擁有
兩個人不懂 怎麼把握

Thursday, 10 May 2012

FAITH ✞

listen, everything goes back to normal soon !
soon soon soon.. been waiting the day for so long.
TOO many things happened. don't know where to start from.
the only thing I can remember ..

❤ Days In ℒum's (:
yeap went to his house last wednesday night. stayed over.
but , don't overthink guys you know what I mean lol
I slept in his room and he slept with his bro hehe felt so guilty cause he has to share the bed with his bro

Thrus, I absent to school cause I fell down from stairs. fking pain (couldn't find a word to describe how pain was it)
grrr scars all over my legs and hands , ugly shyt :(
had lunch with him, he went study afterwards. I stoned alone at his house..
Asia Food Channel the whole day ! hahaha I love this channel <3
his mum tabao dinner for me awww (': thank youuu
and my mum passed cakes, plaster and medicine to me at the night <3 <3 <3

Fri, I went school at the morning. I love staying there cause I can wake up at 7am and have breakfast somemore.. and when the school bells. walking out from the house likeaboss hahaha
when I was in school ,all my friends asked what happened to me..lol they saw me with so many plasters on :O
and then went back his home played with lil Aiden <3 his brother's son SO ADORABLE
lalalala skip the stoning hours hahaha finally he was back at 10pm zz
I was waiting for him to have my dinner *hungrayy
then then then watched movie together till 3am @.@

Sat, it's wesak day ! his bro ordered Domino pizza for lunch *sogood
went out and prayed with his family. sadly he was not with us ):
my very first time became a volunteer at Maha Vihara , Brickfields with his mum
helped out everything that I could , I'm proud of that (:
his parents went for the procession and I read books while waiting him to pick me up.
he stares at me when he saw me , and said you look damn good girl weyy hahaha
lol I got the good girl look kayy (:
we went to his college and met some new friends there. :DD
they waited me to showered in his house and we went to Nikcee's house for bbq ! *loves
I really love the feeling of bbq and steamboot , cause the feeling when everyone sits together and talk craps, share foods, complains each other cooking skills etc *warm <3
they wanted to watch football that day. but too bad there's no astro in her house
SO , drinking session started as usual lol
played the pyramid drinking game , they like to aim me ):
but of cause my capacity for liquor is damn good hahahahahah 
end up , we finished one henessy v.s.o.p , red wine , some cream liqour (: and BEERS ! 
are'nt we good hahaha *kidding
he totally "dead" and sleeping on sofa , so do juenn hao :D 
we reached home SAFELY at 4am I think.. I was quite dizzy couldn't remember :/ 

Sun, his dad made salad it named "thank god it's sunday salad" *deliciousssssss yummmm
actually he was the one who has to clean up his room. 
BUT end up I was the one who doing all this haha
nevermind , for his exams (: at least I got one sweet message for him after that ,so he owe me one Yeshhhhh 
He came back at 11something since it's too late so I decided to not to go back 
hahaha watch Thor and fell asleep in the living room :/

Mon, first day of mid-term exam. goshhh time flies it's May nowwww 
didn't really study for this exam , might fail all subjects )': 
can't blame anyone , and I SWEAR I will study for SPM (: 
keep playing with baby Aiden , he has single eyelid so cuteeeeeee 
and I went back at the night lalalala 


______Story End______



TRUST , FAITH , BELIEVE , TOLERATE , CARE , LOVE.

Saturday, 21 April 2012

Forever ? (:

Wowwwwww , Fantastic baby ! hahaha everyone addicted to this song..
hehehe Sorry guys actaully I'm really lazy to update my blog.. since now I got nothing to do so yeaa

IT'S APRIL ! *it's going to end soon LOL
nothing special happen in this month but I spent alot of moneyy )':
Outings with this two biatch I love the most almost every week..
05/12/11 <3
But why all the shops renovation at this time laaaaa
I WANT TO SHOPPING !
I got so many second-hand clothes from Isabelle *happy
She has tons of clothes , some of them she didn't even throw away the price tag (Y)
and she sold it all to us yayyy !

My boyfie , I miss you alot ! <3
his exams is coming soon , so yeaa he has to study really hard..
and it's so important to him.. patient is the only thing I can do to him.. (:
I only see him once or twice in a week , compare to last time..
We used to hangout almost everyday ): 
But there's a good thing about this also , we won't quarrel cause small matter anymore..
It's like this relationship getting more stable and mature ? I think HAHA 
We discuss this topic "Forever" in car one day.
He said :" Bii , I think we together forever la.. I'm so lazy to find another girl and starting all over again..
We've been went through so many things. from stranger to friend , from a friend to lover."
It needs time to find the perfect one , but why we need a perfect partner ? 
Why don't just treasure the one who truly cares , loves you.
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. 
I don't want a perfect relationship, I just want someone who will be there, through it all. (:

" When girl tell you about her future , it's normal she loves you. But when guy tell you about his future , he mean it "

Wednesday, 14 March 2012

Holiday #2

I hate this holidays DAMN .. freakin boring (**%^%$&^8o
And something wrong with me , Idk what happen Grrrrr..
damn moody these days , someone please come and rescue meeeeee !!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH....

I need you all , My friendsssssss ! I WANNA HANG OUT WITH YOU GUYS ):
PLEASEEEE... ><
My holidays besides sleep , online , tetris , watch movie .. Nothing else ..
Feel damn lifeless and down now seriously .. ):

Watching a taiwan's drama that seriosuly made me wanna kill that husband !
He has a wife that loves him with her most heart , treats him as good as she can ..
and they married for 10 years , have a 5 years old daughter ! The wife is a damn perfect housewife , she very pretty but doesn't really dress up and care about her look..
One day , her cousin came and stays in their house cause some reason.. Everything started to CHANGE !
Her husband in love with the girl . The girl told the husband even though they love each other..
But she never ever wants the husband divorced with his wife , cause the girl's parents dump her..
The wife is like her mum take care of her , does everything nicely for her ..
The husband promises they're just in relationship but they won't sex ! ! ! WTF ?
after so many things happen the husband asks the girl to move out from the house , cause he scared of his wife will know the truth.. and then the husband still go and find the girl and say all those shyt things ! ! ! Fcuk
I haven finish the drama yet , all I know about this is .. the husband is damn fcuked up !
His wife done everything for him , he still wanna complain and cheat on her ARGHHHHH
He says he wants some excitment , dont want live under people expectation .. DAMN STUPID !

Girls , No matter how please dress up nicely and find something to do after married . Don't became a fat aunty stay at home everyday .. This might be a reason that your husband dump or cheat on you ..
Anyways , this is just my opinion don't take it so serious (:
I wish this will not happen in my future HOPEFULLY <3

Monday, 12 March 2012

Holiday #1

09/03/12 Friday
I went Redbox , The Gardens with my dear friends. I will only sing k (crazyness time) with my close friend , I feel more comfortable when with them (:
le PeiYee , Natasha , QianPhei , SuanErn , KarYan , JieYee , KarYean , Oscar , SooHean
JieYee and Me reached there 2something the rest reached at nearly 3pm LOL
The moment they came in , I was laughing at them non-stop.You know why they secrectly hide all the burgers inside Suanern's bag , and it got wet cause the coke HAHAHAHAHA
She goes crazy and rush into the washroom to clean her bag *kesiannya*
HAHA cant stop laughing lol
Seriously , I wanted to intro some special charaters that I knew (:
Jie Yee , a girl laughs sooooo loud when in class but when she sings , I think no one can actually notice that she is singing HAHA *shyyyyy*
Qian Phei , a fangirl of Westlife , oh yaaa and Jessica ! We listen what she sings and staring at her everytime , we did that in purpose cause it's FUNNN when she gets bully by us ! haha
Oscar and Soo Hean , guys that sing "I will always love you" with me , and We love the way we sing HAHAHAHA

The most important part of that day - DANCINGGG !
We are SONES (: and of cause we sang and dance snsd's song ! <3
That was the happiest hours HAHA We got sweat , high , laugh ...
I think I can't live without my friends LOL
HAHAHAHA Love you guys ! <3

AFTER THAT ...............................................
I went to Cowboy dinner with the hengdaisssssss (:
They celebrating Juenn Hao and Pravine's bday , and then decided to YUMZZZZ as usual -___-
HAHA went to Pravine's (idk how to spell lol) condo pool side to have a drink ?..
We have no cards , but we have a pool that without water in ..COOL right
What can we do with the pool ? hmmmmmmm.....RACING COMPETITION ! ! !
DAMN LAME , but we had lots of fun .. Run 5 times and turn 15 rounds and then come back..and our legs got all black -__-
Loser have to drink ! YAYYYY :p
But sadly , No one gets drunk at the end ): HAHA

10/03/12 Saturday
When I was taking a nap , He called and woke me up lol
He asked for lunch and said he wants to study.. Actually I don't really care what he wants to do , I just want to spend more time with him (:
We went to Subway for lunch , and Starbucks for coffee ?? LOL
worker spelled his name wrongly LOL
HAHA He concentrate on his studies , and I focused on his face (: I couldn't get my eye off him *imma a stalker and took picture of his cute face ! <3
But he warned me , CAN'T post it ): Nvmmm I'll keep it for myself <3

I started my 1 week holidays , haizzz Siennnnn @@
I think school had more fun... but doesnt mean I like the school lol
Cause I love the time I spent with my friend <3
For me , holidays = more time for me to sleep ,
Actually nothings different when I'm schooling or I'm not.. I'm still going out everyday
BUT 1 happy thing for me is... No more Mee Siam ! LOL I hate it ! I eat everyday when recess time =_=

camwhore all the time (:

Wednesday, 7 March 2012

Mr.love-me-so-much (:

Actually I wanted to blog some stuff that happen in school recently ,
But I just can't get you out of my mind right now , you are in my mind every second <3

Last friday , I went to Back 2 Street from Help College w some of the hengdais and of cause him to see their performance..
You know right , I am a crazy fangirl of K-pop , when their performing k-pop dances..
I was like: WHAT ?! It's not the same as the original dance step ! *btw, they tried their best to do this (:*
But  hip-hop and break dance was AWESOME ! my expression was like 0.0 HAHA LOL

We went for the MILK right after the party, Guess what happened ?
MY HEELS WAS SPOILED , so can you imagine that wearing a nice dress with a pair of slipper go in to the party , when everyone was so hot and attractive , I'm like girl from kampung =.=
Everyone thinks that it will be very crowed and a lot of fun in a club when it's friday right..
What we actually did that day, sat in the sofa and drank long island ,looked at each other and dint even talk cause it's very noisy . what I want to say about MILK is.. the music is sucks and whats the worst thing about this ,they keep repeating and not playing any hits song , just MUSIC ! it was really sucks..
Because we dont really know help coll's student , we just stoned there..
After that I went out with him , wanted to go mist cause it seemed that they are having fun inside , AND THE MUSIC IS SO NICE ! (:
One of his friend working in mist , she asked us whether want to go in anot , the answer DEFINITELY is YES!
Hahaha we went back at 3am , cause I got exam on that day.. its such a crazy thing right

STOP HERE___ cause I forgot what I did -.-
Actually I don't know what I'm typing lol *sorry for wasting you guys time to see all the non sense I typed*

OH YAAAAAA ! I'm going to learn street jazz tomorrow !
I am so damn excited and happy ,
Excited because finally my dreams came true , i'm craving for it long time ago..
Happy because HE ! yes it's lumchenyang , he willing to help me paid the dancing fee for every month ,
I know you guys face sure like WOWWW ! so goodddddddddd :O
My face is like REALLY ??!?! THANK YOU I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !!! <3
I really really touched , and I promise him that I won't give up halfway .
He asked Sherlin to take care of me , he scared me like anti-social stand there do nothing.
Of cause I WILL NOT DO THIS OKAY ! somemore he fetch me everytime all the way to PJ (:
I will not disappoint you and make you proud of me WAKAKA
I shared this news to my mum , guess what she said : He is a really nice guy , willing to paid the fees for a gf.. HAHAHA I know my life is full of happiness right now because of him .. <3

THANK YOU SO MUCH , I realized that couple is not all about expensive gifts , beautiful roses , romantic dinner etc..
It's all about who the one you spend everyday with , A guy that will loves you with the most heart
That's enough ..
I think I found the perfect one for me , and I am lucky to with him <3
29.02.12

Wednesday, 29 February 2012

A love letter from him.

He told me that he was seeing my facebook posts since 2008 until 2012..
and said :" You damn lala weih last time seriously" *Iknewthat-_____-*
the way I take picture and all the comments , so damn lala..
after that , he said that I've changed alot , more decent pictures..better commet and EVERYTHING ! (:
Of coz he will get jealous about my last time , it shows that he loves me alot and care about me ! <3

Wanna hear some sweet and lovely talks from him ?

"I love you for who you are now  , not last time , next time but now..
 I never thought I would love you so much..so much that I want the moment now with you to be a dreamwhere we can live together , where we can be happy forever and not get seperated no matter what happens..
 I cannot be certain that I will love you forever..this you should understand cause I know you cannot love me forever too until maybe we get married..
 But you should always know that no matter what you become.. as long as you are my dear now.. I can guarantee you that I will love you with my most heart and I'll do anything for you just to see you smile.. (:
 I love you as much as I could move the mountains , carry the sea and travel to the sun.. "

Your biggest admire<3

I cried everytime when I read this.. so touching isn't it ? )':
When I'm down and moody , this message is like my medicine to makes me happy back..
I love you Lum Chen Yang .. this 3 words meant for everything <3